I'll list a few things that I'm going to talk about here before I forget:
Grades, Summer, CV, Saw Cute Guy today,
Well, firstly, my grades. I'm really worried about them. My math class is really really easy but now it's getting much more difficult. My first few quizzes were okay except the 16. The others were 20, 19, and 20. All out of 20. But the midterms are what pisses me off. So far, on both midterms, I got 89's. It is really depressing for me. I don't know why or what happened. I thought that the midterm was probably the easiest thing in the whole world. Now I lost my chance at chilling a little. You know that thing where people say reach higher so you can fall more later (if needed). Well, my reaching high was not high enough for me to chill. I need to step up...BIG! In my other classes, I believe that I'm getting an A in choir. Yeah, pretty sure about that. In Art History, I need to step up too. I'm in the B range but if I do really well on the final, I might have a chance of getting an A. In Econ, I'm totally clueless on what I have. A? B? C?!? No idea on any of my grades. That class is not easy by the way. But whatever. I just need to really push myself a bit more. I know I'll do well if I put some pressure on myself. No more slacking!
Well, 3 more weeks and then it's finals week and BAM! Summer. Dang it. 1st quarter went by really really fast. Like it was seriously a blink of an eye. Wait, would that be a wink? NVM. But dear God, Summer is close and nearly here. If you don't know me, you wouldn't know that I absolutely hate summer. I think it is the worst season ever. The heat, the rashes I get on my body, the boring days I spend a home with no one to talk to cause my parents are at work and my friends don't wake up until 5 in the afternoon to talk to online and that's when my parents come home to talk to me asking me what i did, which is basically nothing. Summer is just a bore. I can't even get out of my house. I'm really lonely in Summer. I hate it so much. Oh and tennis every night where it's so hot and all the little bugs come out and fly to the light, burn and die on the ground. Summer is just plain nasty. No relaxation at all as well. Shoot me. I'll admit that if probably took a class here at Irvine over the summer and hang out with my friends, it won't be that bad, but Summer is going to be at home, at work, all alone. Not my idea of awesomeness.
On a brighter note, I can't wait for Fall 2010. LIVING AT CV WITH MY AWESOME SUITEMATES! Ana, Natasha, and Bonnie and who can forget the rest: Colleen, Simon, Jenny, Kevin, Shiang, and so many more!! I can't wait for the apartment because I have a feeling that it'll be like Friends. (Yes, isn't it so stereotypical where we always want to base our lives on movies and TV shows.) Well anyways, no more meal plans so we're going to mainly have to cook for ourselves, which basically means living off of junk food. Mmm. Well, Bonnie is going to be my roommate and I can't wait. I hope she won't get annoyed with me
So the guy I have been talking about. The guy from the Mgmt class. I believe that I saw him today. No offence, (not like it's going to offend anyone) I'm going to eventually start losing feelings for him. Haha. Yeah, as much as I like being those girls who fan about chasing guys and wanting a boyfriend, I'm going to stop my silly little dreams. I am going to face reality soon and focus on what really matters. My future and how that will look like greatly depending on my studies. In other words, FOCUS S00Z3N!
-s00z3n <3 :)
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
This Will Be a Short Post
So, I'm back home again. Back at tiny little TC with no fun whatsoever. Well, on the drive back from Irvine with Colleen, Ana, and Simon, I was quite happy. Simon told me that he saw the cute guy from my management class, whom we dubbed "Jerry."
Simon [to me]: "I saw Jerry today. He was riding his blue bike and wearing his white sweater. He saw me and turned around when he passed me to check if you were there."
Me: *sigh and smile*
Whether Simon was joking or not about Jerry's turning around to see if I was there, it still make my heart flutter and smile with happy thoughts.
-s00z3n <3 :)
P.S. On the drive way back, we gave thoughts on how he might be gay. If he is, I'll be happy all the same. An ACTUAL GBF!!
Simon [to me]: "I saw Jerry today. He was riding his blue bike and wearing his white sweater. He saw me and turned around when he passed me to check if you were there."
Me: *sigh and smile*
Whether Simon was joking or not about Jerry's turning around to see if I was there, it still make my heart flutter and smile with happy thoughts.
-s00z3n <3 :)
P.S. On the drive way back, we gave thoughts on how he might be gay. If he is, I'll be happy all the same. An ACTUAL GBF!!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Saw Him Again
So, ever since Winter quarter, I've been obsessing over this guy from my Management class. The first time I saw him, I thought he was cute but it was just a quick glance since I was scanning the room for cute guys. He was one of them. He wore a nice white sweater, black pants, and leather shoes. My thoughts? Ooo, classy. ;) He had a backpack on and I thought nothing more.
Every time, I would see him in class mainly because he came late... 20 minutes late, so he was well, quite noticeable. He would sit at random places but mainly on the left front side of the building. I sat on the left side of the building too so I would just stare from behind and see what he does, which is mainly note taking.
Once, I brought my friend Simon to the class and I was telling him about the cute guy. He saw and said nothing much. Some GBF he is (he's not actually gay, just acts like a girl most of the time). The second time I brought Simon over, the cute guy came in late, so he was trying to find a seat. I was sitting in seat 3 and Simon was in seat 2. Staring at him, I hope that he would sit in seat 1 but that was highly unlikely since there were so many other seats he could take. I refrained from watching him and went back to talk to Simon. Then a movement came behind from Simon. Someone was sitting down and as I looked up then down, it was HIM! It was the cute guy sitting one. seat. away. from. me. Inside was like fireworks. Simon kept prodding me and raising his eyes. He was so cute, wearing his leather shoes and this time light tan pants. I could've fainted. His feature aren't quite the ones that people would expect me to like. Rather than having the Rock Lee mushroom hair that I so adore, he had short hair. Not short to the point where he's bald. Short as in he had flat, but not curly, hair; just hair that is like 3/4 an inch long and it lied flat on his head. His looks and the way he dresses makes me think that he's like one or two years older than I am. He was thin and had sharp tan features on his face. Three moles behind his neck and had eyes that pierces through you. No, I didn't have that experience at that time, but I did have it a few weeks later.
Lectures after lectures, I would see him. It wasn't until this one day, I went to class and plopped down in a chair. The class was filling and I'll admit, everyday in the past, I wish he sat near me again. Today, I prayed exceptionally hard, but I lost home when the class started it. My row was filled except the three rows next to me. If I was lucky, he might sit in the empty row in front of me. Ten minutes into the lecture, I heard the door open. I turned around and saw him, strolling into the class and walking down the ramp with his dark blue bike. I quickly turned around and tried to follow lecture but there was a tiny bang from the left... from the cute guy. I looked up and had the eye to eye contact. My god was his face beautiful. Of all the places to look up, he looked at me. keke. I mean, he could have turned his head to the professor and make a small jerk like apology or he could have looked somewhere else, but instead, it was that moment where it was just us looking at each others face. I felt a little blush so I quickly twisted my head to the front of the room to look at the instructor but my eyes wouldn't listen. It's little beadiness followed the cute guy. Now this gets good. I watched him trying to find a seat. It felt like forever but he slowly walked up the steps stops in front of my row, but decides to turn to sit in front of the empty row. My head was exploding: "No NO NOO! Sit in this row." Saw him step down into the front row, move into the empty row... move out of the row? Steps up on my row? Passes me? AND PLOPS INTO THE SEAT AWAY FROM ME?!? Holy mother cow. Why would.. why would he do that? Why would he not just sit in the empty row in front of me? Why bother passing through my fat legs to get over a seat? It must be fate. Okay, so maybe I feel like... no waity, maybe I AM thinking too much into this. But dang was I happy. I just wished I could see his name when he logged in to the computer. I was hoping that he'd go on facebook too but he was a good kid and took notes on his laptop. *sigh*
Well, never gonna see him again once the quarter ended cause he never really sat near me again but we make occasional eye contact. Once the last day of final, his face is good-bye and I'll never see him ever.
Not until today. I was walking to choir with my friend Natasha and once I was about to reach the building, I saw a face, a face that I'd never see again. At first I couldn't make out if it was actually him, but it was. It was his lean body that were clothed in his white sweater and yeah, it was unbelievable that I saw him again. After all this time, through the thousands of people at Irvine, I saw this one guy that made me slightly freeze. It's not love. Not love at all. I don't know what's it is called but I do like the feeling. And I feel quite happy that I felt it again today because that feeling for me is really really rare.
Yes, I am quite the stalker.
-s00z3n <3 :)
Every time, I would see him in class mainly because he came late... 20 minutes late, so he was well, quite noticeable. He would sit at random places but mainly on the left front side of the building. I sat on the left side of the building too so I would just stare from behind and see what he does, which is mainly note taking.
Once, I brought my friend Simon to the class and I was telling him about the cute guy. He saw and said nothing much. Some GBF he is (he's not actually gay, just acts like a girl most of the time). The second time I brought Simon over, the cute guy came in late, so he was trying to find a seat. I was sitting in seat 3 and Simon was in seat 2. Staring at him, I hope that he would sit in seat 1 but that was highly unlikely since there were so many other seats he could take. I refrained from watching him and went back to talk to Simon. Then a movement came behind from Simon. Someone was sitting down and as I looked up then down, it was HIM! It was the cute guy sitting one. seat. away. from. me. Inside was like fireworks. Simon kept prodding me and raising his eyes. He was so cute, wearing his leather shoes and this time light tan pants. I could've fainted. His feature aren't quite the ones that people would expect me to like. Rather than having the Rock Lee mushroom hair that I so adore, he had short hair. Not short to the point where he's bald. Short as in he had flat, but not curly, hair; just hair that is like 3/4 an inch long and it lied flat on his head. His looks and the way he dresses makes me think that he's like one or two years older than I am. He was thin and had sharp tan features on his face. Three moles behind his neck and had eyes that pierces through you. No, I didn't have that experience at that time, but I did have it a few weeks later.
Lectures after lectures, I would see him. It wasn't until this one day, I went to class and plopped down in a chair. The class was filling and I'll admit, everyday in the past, I wish he sat near me again. Today, I prayed exceptionally hard, but I lost home when the class started it. My row was filled except the three rows next to me. If I was lucky, he might sit in the empty row in front of me. Ten minutes into the lecture, I heard the door open. I turned around and saw him, strolling into the class and walking down the ramp with his dark blue bike. I quickly turned around and tried to follow lecture but there was a tiny bang from the left... from the cute guy. I looked up and had the eye to eye contact. My god was his face beautiful. Of all the places to look up, he looked at me. keke. I mean, he could have turned his head to the professor and make a small jerk like apology or he could have looked somewhere else, but instead, it was that moment where it was just us looking at each others face. I felt a little blush so I quickly twisted my head to the front of the room to look at the instructor but my eyes wouldn't listen. It's little beadiness followed the cute guy. Now this gets good. I watched him trying to find a seat. It felt like forever but he slowly walked up the steps stops in front of my row, but decides to turn to sit in front of the empty row. My head was exploding: "No NO NOO! Sit in this row." Saw him step down into the front row, move into the empty row... move out of the row? Steps up on my row? Passes me? AND PLOPS INTO THE SEAT AWAY FROM ME?!? Holy mother cow. Why would.. why would he do that? Why would he not just sit in the empty row in front of me? Why bother passing through my fat legs to get over a seat? It must be fate. Okay, so maybe I feel like... no waity, maybe I AM thinking too much into this. But dang was I happy. I just wished I could see his name when he logged in to the computer. I was hoping that he'd go on facebook too but he was a good kid and took notes on his laptop. *sigh*
Well, never gonna see him again once the quarter ended cause he never really sat near me again but we make occasional eye contact. Once the last day of final, his face is good-bye and I'll never see him ever.
Not until today. I was walking to choir with my friend Natasha and once I was about to reach the building, I saw a face, a face that I'd never see again. At first I couldn't make out if it was actually him, but it was. It was his lean body that were clothed in his white sweater and yeah, it was unbelievable that I saw him again. After all this time, through the thousands of people at Irvine, I saw this one guy that made me slightly freeze. It's not love. Not love at all. I don't know what's it is called but I do like the feeling. And I feel quite happy that I felt it again today because that feeling for me is really really rare.
Yes, I am quite the stalker.
-s00z3n <3 :)
Monday, May 3, 2010
I'm Stickin' to Eggplants
For dinner today, I bought myself a inexpensive sushi box which consisted of 16 sushis that only had avocados wrapped inside the rice and nori. Seeing that it was 16 for $4.09 than the 12 for $5.49, I thought I got my money's worth. WRONG! I now have an indigestion, and the only fumes that come out of my mouth are nasty essence of avocados. SO not my thing anymore. Wish I got something that had imitation fish crab.
Anywho, I can't wait until this week is over. Two midterms and no clothes to wear this week. Blah. One midterm is on Wednesday, and I don't understand anything. Accounting is so confusing. I don't know why I want to become a accountant in the first place. Oh wait, I do know, it dealt with math, the subject that is the love of my life. But yeah, even though this may kill me, I don't think I want to change my major. My second midterm is on Friday which is Art History. It's going to be an essay, so I'm pretty scared cause this'll be a first.
Just finished watching Music and Lyrics, with Hugh Grant and Drew Berrymore, when I should have been studying. *sigh* I still feel like barfing.
-s00z3n <3 :)
Anywho, I can't wait until this week is over. Two midterms and no clothes to wear this week. Blah. One midterm is on Wednesday, and I don't understand anything. Accounting is so confusing. I don't know why I want to become a accountant in the first place. Oh wait, I do know, it dealt with math, the subject that is the love of my life. But yeah, even though this may kill me, I don't think I want to change my major. My second midterm is on Friday which is Art History. It's going to be an essay, so I'm pretty scared cause this'll be a first.
Just finished watching Music and Lyrics, with Hugh Grant and Drew Berrymore, when I should have been studying. *sigh* I still feel like barfing.
-s00z3n <3 :)
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