OOooo. Okay, now I can say that I'm officially 20. hohoho! One more hour and then April 3 will be gone!
Well, today was an alright day. Woke up at 8. Ate noodles and dad wrote me a check for the school tuition he owed me for achieving higher than a 3.5. Packed up my stuff since I wasn't returning home from work. Went to Caltech and worked until 3. Left for lunch and then came back to do some fast taxes stuff. Then Dad had to go to tennis stuff, so I stayed in the car and took a nap. Woke up and read Antigone. Still need to finish. Headed for Irvine but stopped on the way to have a quicky but large dinner at Sam Woo: egg noodle w/ shrimp and curry w/ shrimp and rice. Got back to CV and Bonnie gave me an awesome box filled with goodies. And she wrote me a card that totally touched my heart and made me cry. I was so touched because she did it out of her own heart. I totally didn't expect it and I guess that is what touched me the most. She also baked brownies and made chocolate covered pretzels for me. She really made me feel special today so thank you BONNIE! :') I also got presents, a shirt and purse, from Colleen, Jenny, Ana, and Natasha. THANK YOU GUYS!! and How can I forget. A STICH POPPING FROM A CUPCAKEEEEE!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH KAREN!!! <3 :))
So I guess I'll leave and say, "Hey Susan, Happy 20th Birthday"
Sunday, April 3, 2011
oh muh gawd. itz me birzdai!
Oh god, did I really just type that? Especially now that I'm twenty? Well I'm not twenty YET!, since I was born at the night-ish around 10 or 11 pm, I think...
Anyways, I'm no longer a teenager; I can't believe it. I'm kind of glad now. I'm not really sad that I'm not a teenager anymore, more like I'm shocked cause DANG! I HAVE LIVED TWO DECADES NOW! I'm still waiting for the time where I can totally forget about my birthday and my age. Like when I'm thirty-two or something and I totally forget how old I am and think that I'm 48 and then think that my birthday is in August or something. Can't wait for all that mid-life crisis moment.
Haha, joking aside. When it's a person's birthday, I honestly would not know what to think if I were in his/her shoes. But in my shoes, I don't really care about it. I do not like the idea of me being the center of attention. I don't like it when people give me gifts because something about it seems weird and awkward. I don't know. I just wish that on my "birthday" everyone would forget about it and treat it as if it were any other day, a day that isn't special, because honestly I'm no one special. I'm just an ordinary girl that exists on this Earth. I don't mind if my birthday was celebrated because I made a great impact or something. I just really don't want to celebrate something because people have too. I hate that feeling when it's not genuine. I don't want people to celebrate my birthday because they should. I would like them to celebrate it if and only if they want to because they enjoy taking the time to do it. I mean, if they see it as a waste of time and unnecessary, then oh help me god, don't do it at all because honestly, I wouldn't celebrate my own birthday. I'm not fishing for pity or anything, just putting it out there. I saying what I truly believe. I find birthdays annoying personally. What is all this deal with parties, gifts... It is such a hassle, right? If I could be granted any wish, I would wish that people forgot my birthday. I don't want to constantly be reminded that I'm aging. I don't want to receive gifts because people tell me that they forgot and will get it but then it never comes which leads me to have expectations but to only find out that i shouldn't have had it in the first place. I don't enjoy the fact yet still find it really really nice that people say happy birthday to you once and never speak to you again. I especially hate when people celebrate it because they find it a chore to make me happy. No, I don't want if it's only going to make me happy. I want it for you to enjoy and be fun when you're doing it. Then, that would make the birthday worthwhile.
Well, what I'm trying to say is: happy birthday susan. just another normal day so don't have any expectations. don't think you'll be treated like royalty. just know that you're living and be grateful for that. i don't know. i'm 20. mid-life crisis already? haha probably just sleep deprivation. gnite!
Anyways, I'm no longer a teenager; I can't believe it. I'm kind of glad now. I'm not really sad that I'm not a teenager anymore, more like I'm shocked cause DANG! I HAVE LIVED TWO DECADES NOW! I'm still waiting for the time where I can totally forget about my birthday and my age. Like when I'm thirty-two or something and I totally forget how old I am and think that I'm 48 and then think that my birthday is in August or something. Can't wait for all that mid-life crisis moment.
Haha, joking aside. When it's a person's birthday, I honestly would not know what to think if I were in his/her shoes. But in my shoes, I don't really care about it. I do not like the idea of me being the center of attention. I don't like it when people give me gifts because something about it seems weird and awkward. I don't know. I just wish that on my "birthday" everyone would forget about it and treat it as if it were any other day, a day that isn't special, because honestly I'm no one special. I'm just an ordinary girl that exists on this Earth. I don't mind if my birthday was celebrated because I made a great impact or something. I just really don't want to celebrate something because people have too. I hate that feeling when it's not genuine. I don't want people to celebrate my birthday because they should. I would like them to celebrate it if and only if they want to because they enjoy taking the time to do it. I mean, if they see it as a waste of time and unnecessary, then oh help me god, don't do it at all because honestly, I wouldn't celebrate my own birthday. I'm not fishing for pity or anything, just putting it out there. I saying what I truly believe. I find birthdays annoying personally. What is all this deal with parties, gifts... It is such a hassle, right? If I could be granted any wish, I would wish that people forgot my birthday. I don't want to constantly be reminded that I'm aging. I don't want to receive gifts because people tell me that they forgot and will get it but then it never comes which leads me to have expectations but to only find out that i shouldn't have had it in the first place. I don't enjoy the fact yet still find it really really nice that people say happy birthday to you once and never speak to you again. I especially hate when people celebrate it because they find it a chore to make me happy. No, I don't want if it's only going to make me happy. I want it for you to enjoy and be fun when you're doing it. Then, that would make the birthday worthwhile.
Well, what I'm trying to say is: happy birthday susan. just another normal day so don't have any expectations. don't think you'll be treated like royalty. just know that you're living and be grateful for that. i don't know. i'm 20. mid-life crisis already? haha probably just sleep deprivation. gnite!
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