ABC: Anything But Content

I'll list a few things that I'm going to talk about here before I forget:
Grades, Summer, CV, Saw Cute Guy today,

Well, firstly, my grades. I'm really worried about them. My math class is really really easy but now it's getting much more difficult. My first few quizzes were okay except the 16. The others were 20, 19, and 20. All out of 20. But the midterms are what pisses me off. So far, on both midterms, I got 89's. It is really depressing for me. I don't know why or what happened. I thought that the midterm was probably the easiest thing in the whole world. Now I lost my chance at chilling a little. You know that thing where people say reach higher so you can fall more later (if needed). Well, my reaching high was not high enough for me to chill. I need to step up...BIG! In my other classes, I believe that I'm getting an A in choir. Yeah, pretty sure about that. In Art History, I need to step up too. I'm in the B range but if I do really well on the final, I might have a chance of getting an A. In Econ, I'm totally clueless on what I have. A? B? C?!? No idea on any of my grades. That class is not easy by the way. But whatever. I just need to really push myself a bit more. I know I'll do well if I put some pressure on myself. No more slacking!

Well, 3 more weeks and then it's finals week and BAM! Summer. Dang it. 1st quarter went by really really fast. Like it was seriously a blink of an eye. Wait, would that be a wink? NVM. But dear God, Summer is close and nearly here. If you don't know me, you wouldn't know that I absolutely hate summer. I think it is the worst season ever. The heat, the rashes I get on my body, the boring days I spend a home with no one to talk to cause my parents are at work and my friends don't wake up until 5 in the afternoon to talk to online and that's when my parents come home to talk to me asking me what i did, which is basically nothing. Summer is just a bore. I can't even get out of my house. I'm really lonely in Summer. I hate it so much. Oh and tennis every night where it's so hot and all the little bugs come out and fly to the light, burn and die on the ground. Summer is just plain nasty. No relaxation at all as well. Shoot me. I'll admit that if probably took a class here at Irvine over the summer and hang out with my friends, it won't be that bad, but Summer is going to be at home, at work, all alone. Not my idea of awesomeness.

On a brighter note, I can't wait for Fall 2010. LIVING AT CV WITH MY AWESOME SUITEMATES! Ana, Natasha, and Bonnie and who can forget the rest: Colleen, Simon, Jenny, Kevin, Shiang, and so many more!! I can't wait for the apartment because I have a feeling that it'll be like Friends. (Yes, isn't it so stereotypical where we always want to base our lives on movies and TV shows.) Well anyways, no more meal plans so we're going to mainly have to cook for ourselves, which basically means living off of junk food. Mmm. Well, Bonnie is going to be my roommate and I can't wait. I hope she won't get annoyed with me

So the guy I have been talking about. The guy from the Mgmt class. I believe that I saw him today. No offence, (not like it's going to offend anyone) I'm going to eventually start losing feelings for him. Haha. Yeah, as much as I like being those girls who fan about chasing guys and wanting a boyfriend, I'm going to stop my silly little dreams. I am going to face reality soon and focus on what really matters. My future and how that will look like greatly depending on my studies. In other words, FOCUS S00Z3N!

-s00z3n <3 :)