Paper. Snow. A GHOST!

I am now back in Temple City from a speedy 50 minute drive from Irvine given by Colleen’s dad. I, ironically, like the drive back to TC than the drive to Irvine because it is much faster, Colleen and I are able to talk freely without being openly eavesdropped from [my dad], and it’s cool at night. The drive to Irvine: the sun is beating down at us and into the car, the traffic and the snail-like drive given by my dad. Let’s just say that the ride home is more comfortable.

Well, now that I am back in TC, do I fancy it? No, not really. Of course, I’ll honestly admit that I do very much miss my parents and everything about this “home”-ly abode, but I would very much rather stay in Irvine. It is just something about TC makes me “hate” it so. I don’t know why. The people? The memories? I’ll stop at that.

It is indeed midterm week and I am going through hell. I have been overeating because of stress. Yes, I currently found out that when I am stressed, I am unaware and subconsciously start to eat. I don’t even know how I got to the fridge, pull out some leftover food or snack, and shove it down my throat. What is worse is that it is like 2 in the morning and I’m like a zombie wanting to eat junk and candy instead of brains. I am seriously begging God to let me lose five years of my life. ( that was sarcasm in case you guys didn’t get it.)

So yes, midterms. I can’t say they are the death of me yet but I can tell you that they are prodding and poking me to jump off a cliff and I do have to say that it is very tempting. There are just way too many facts and information to remember, too many formulas to memorize and too many passages to read, even if they are short. I personally might be a pack rat but my brain isn’t. Sadly, my cerebrum does have limited storage memory space, so bye-bye excess information and hello F+. I’m not even joking. My class Econ 15A, I might be doing splendidly in, but in my Econ 13 class, shoot me. Just shoot me. I swear, even if the TA took that midterm, they’d be at home blogging an hour away on how difficult that midterm was. So broad yet so very specific. I swear, that midterm was undoable, and even if it was doable, it’d manage to do itself up so people can’t do it. Now, this upcoming week, I have two more tests I need to put my mind on: Econ 100A and once again, Econ 15A. I really hope I do well on this Econ 15A test because if I do do well then I won’t have to worry about this class until December. As for Econ 100A, I’m going to have to study my arse off if I want to keep on texting.

Well, as we all know, Halloween is just around the corner. This Sunday is Halloween and I want to go trick-or-treating, but I probably won’t because I’m really lazy, so I’ll be watching the Amazing Race supporting Team Jumba. I hope they do well. Since we’re on the topic of holidays, I really want to go to a Black Friday. I don’t think I’ll buy anything, but I would really like to know what the hype is but looks like I’ll never find out until 10 years in the future.

Can’t wait until Sunday, and I especially can’t wait until tomorrow since that is when I can start to plan my next quarter schedule. Next quarter I will be taking 12 units since I’m going to take Writing 39C. Just shoot me when I talk about it. I will also be taking Mgmt 30B and one more class. I am leaning towards Soc Sci 3A but it really depends on the professor. So shoot me tomorrow if I see “STAFF”.

I realize I say “shoot me” a lot. If a person with a gun took that literally, I’d have four bullets in my body right now. Maybe five.

-s00z3n <3 :)