I find it annoying when I want to post about something but suddenly I forget it, and then I have nothing to post about... like now. I forgot what I was going to say so I guess I'll just ramble a bit of what comes to my mind.
All day, I haven't really been working. My boss told me to download some stuff, but the tedious work just makes me want to nod off to sleep. I went to the Caltech Library today and checked out some books. Some three hours ago, I was reading Wide Sargasso Sea, written by Jean Rhys. It's about Bertha from Jane Eyre and her side of the story. It's quite interesting I must say. I really hate the atmosphere I am in right now. I'm in a basement with a lot of whirring machines which makes my head extremely dizzy. Later at night, I'm going to be having a family dinner. I can't wait since I'm seriously starving.
Haha, wow. I was just reading what I just wrote and yikes, it's all ramblings of mine with no flow at all. That's what happens when my head hurts. Yeah, I'm really scared tomorrow cause that's when my grades come out from college. I feel really bad not getting a single A this quarter. I really tried but this whole new experience kind of made me stray off the road. I'll do better winter quarter, hopefully. I really want to change winter quarter. I want to really work hard and not just lounge around. I want to push myself to run 3 miles a day, at least. I don't want myself to eat a lot during meals, abusing my body. I want to change myself into someone that I can be proud of. Right now, I'm just in constant denial. I really wish to change that.
Ah well. Oh, and I like how I spent about an hour on the layout of this blog that I might not even be updating. Who knows? Maybe I'll update here constantly just to get things off of my mind.
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