So today, bad news came upon bad news and on and on. First, I found out that my mom was in a car crash. I don't know the specific details (since my dad always tends to exaggerates, but still believable depending on certain aspects) but I really hope she would stop doing this. Ever since I was little, she getting into car crashes was like a hobby. Seven big ones, and a myriad of tiny ones. I don't know how many times my dad had to go to the insurance company to see what is going to happen, him being the English speaking parent and my mom, not knowing an ounce of English. This is so frustrateing. My mom takes life so lightly. She doesn't care about the consequences. She believes that life is a game that anyone can win. It isn't. It is more than that. Life is something that needs to be taken seriously because one major mistake, then you're out.
But, the sad thing is, I can't say, or I shouldn't say these things about my mom of how she takes life so leisurely. Why? Because I do too. I feel so bad, but I have to admit that I'm not all too hard-working either. These two days, I've been attempting to study for my MGMT midterm on Tuesday, but the fact that I know that I still have one more day to "study" and that it is an open-note test, keeps me away from the studying that I want to do. I feel really bad for not being proficient in working. It sucks. I'm just really sad right now, with all the pain my dad is enduring. GOD, I wish something good will happen for once, but that only happens in movies...
And I bit myself today, like 3 times, in the same place.
-s00z3n
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