Friday, February 5, 2010

My Heart and Head Aches

Yesterday, I got back my Econ midterm and immediately turned emo. This feeling isn't gone yet, so I'm somewhat really anti-social right now. I don't want to feel this way anymore, which means I'll have to pull myself together and work harder. Sadly, there is something that is pulling me back; I'm not being motivated. I'm starting the food binges again, eating whatever is around me. *sigh*

Here is also a short rant. As much as I try not to show it, I get annoyed when people nosy themselves into my life. Like they're constantly asking where you are and what you're doing. I'm okay if you ask me a couple of times. Don't ask me that and make that the only conversation we're only going to have. Like, you don't say anything else. What is this? Why do you always need to know my whereabouts? What I do and where I go is my problem. I know your intentions and don't worry I'm not stupid enough to blab it out. Also, I kind of get frustrated when people ask me something and I say no, and they're like okay, but they do what you don't want anyways. It pisses me off. If you were going to do it, why did you even ask me in the first place? WTF?! And when you clearly hear me say no, I mean it. I don't want it. Don't ask me another two or three times. Sorry to say, it really annoys me and pisses me off. Also, don't say things that annoy the shit out of me. It makes me really want to beat you up. -End rant-

Sorry about the bitterness, but I'm just really not in a good mood. Hopefully, I'll be better tomorrow or something.

-s00z3n

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