Okay. So this time, I won't talk about my paranoia with this game of assassins. I'm just trying to show that this is a continuation of my blabs on it.
Well, just like I said, I'm not paranoid anymore. I have a feeling much worse. I feel horrible killing two people already. I hate that I got people from my suite; I'm not that close to them. If I were close and I killed them, they'd be alright with it. If I got someone I really didn't know from another suite, I wouldn't really care about their feelings. But these two people, I'm their acquaintance/friend. I feel so bad for killing them. It is just something that I had to do. I feel like suicide, but I'll try to get another one before I do that. Ah well. I'm still feeling horrible.
Oh, and I want to mention. You know those murderers in the real world. How can they ever kill a person? The feeling, the tension, the fast heart beat of insane panic. How in the world are they able to suppress that feeling? I, for one, am not able to do that.
-s00z3n
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