This is Epic Sad

So, I found out my grades of Winter Quarter.
Bio Sci: A --> Unbelievable... well believable, since I studied my arse off for that final, midterm, and midterm, so yes, I deserve it.
MGMT: A- --> THANK THE LORD! I barely fitted into the curve. But I still wish I did better on the first midterm cause I KNOW I would have definitely gotten an A if I paid more attention.
Anthro: A- --> I already ranted about it some days ago
Econ: A EFFING B!!!! --> STUPID STUPID STUPID! I DON'T EFFING DESERVE THAT GRADE CAUSE well maybe i do BUT STILL I WORKED AND STUDIED MY BUTT OFF! and I used up soo much money for that stupid extra credit which had no effect AT ALL! UGH!

And my dad is no help at all. I really hate it when parents says, "Oh, you can tell me your grades. I won't yell at you because I know it is a learning experience. Just tell me." So you effing tell them your grade (An effing B) and they treat it like it's the end of the world. "You're life going down the drain. You're not going to get into a good grad school. Your grades sucks. It's the worst of the worst. Dean's list? What is a dean's list? What so good about dean's list? You get a B. You fail. Why you no do good?" etc. etc.

Okay, my dad just called to give my more criticism: "You are shit. You should have called me for help before the final. You always make shitty move. You are a girl with no brains. See me. When I take econ, I always get A's. But you, you are so stupid and brainless, always get B's. Next time, don't put yourself in a shit position."

One, why thank you dad. I study my effing butt off only to get such NICE remarks from you. Thanks, I really needed it.
Two, hmm. Sometimes I wonder why I don't ask you for help. Oh yeah, that's right. Whenever I ask you for help, you always seem to go on a half an hour tangent about how I'm dumb and a smart person wouldn't need their parent's help. Well, I wanna be smart, okay. and No, I do not need my time to be wasted than it already is.
Three, I learn from this okay. I don't like getting B's either but from this, I can gain experience. If I always get A's, what am I suppose to learn? That I'm smart? NO. I don't learn anything. From this, I can push myself harder, motivate myself more. And I'm telling you, straight A's doesn't let me do that. Straight A's gets me to plunge down even more. When you're already at the top, you don't get any higher. You're bound to fall.

I typed this out not because I don't want straight A's. It is because I really did my best and I wish that you can see that. Honestly, I want to get straight A's more than you want me too. You won't always be there to help me. I need to help myself. And I'm starting now, in college. I'm going to depend on myself. If I get a B, I get a B. I can't do anything but learn to accept and do better next time.

now, i can't get texting. ugh. shoot me.

and my mom just told me a mouse went up my grandpa's car and chewed off the wires. The cost of fixing it is $3000. Stupid right?

-s00z3n