Saturday, December 18, 2010

Mixed Feelings

I dislike moments when I don't know whether I should be feeling elated or depressed. It's raining right now, my most favorite weather. I loved the rain ever since I was little. When it rained, I was always ecstatic and something inside of me always wanted to burst with laughter. Instead, I only got giddy and continued with my task. Now, I feel so dead. I don't want to smile. I don't want to do anything but stare into space.

I am dead because my grades are out. Two A's, One A-, and One B. That one A- was so close to an A. It was 0.2% away from an A. I am devestated. Just totally devastated. I knew I could have done better. guess that's all i'm going to say for now.

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